St. Patrick's day = DRUNKEN HIDE AND GO SEEK FTW! (also! drunken "the floor is lava!") hide and go seek in a million dollar home right on redondo none the less. It was absurdly fun and intense :D Before that we shopped at pike's place market and got vegan donuts, cinnamon rolls, and cookies. It's a wonder we didn't barf immediately upon ingesting corona, smirnoff, and captain mo's.
I'm actually painting again. on canvas. it's not realism, and it's not perfect.. so it's exactly what I need. Adam can't get enough of me when I'm painting, so things have been good between us (as they always are) He's sort of perfect. Even after dating him for 11 months he's still sort of perfect to me.
We're thinking about moving to Portland this fall, we both really love it there and think it would be a great fit. I looked at places in the few blocks between Hawthorne and Belmont st and they're totally affordable, $800 for a 2BR duplex or townhouse type cute thing.
I'll buy a bike and a laptop and work at a super indie antique shoppe or restaurant. Food fight is only a few blocks away from there AND I WILL TAKE MY DOG EVERYWHERE WITH ME like portlanders do.
ALSO I AM DYING MY HAIR BROWN. As soon as I order some extensions, I'm done being blond. I'm going to have long curly auburn hair all summer and look like the dirty hippie I actually am. :D
Why are people so rude? Why are they so mean and hurtful?
I'm a generally nice fucking person.
Sure I was a little self righteous cunt in high school, but I've obviously grown, seeing as we were able to take smoke breaks together at work and laugh and actually carry a conversation.
I can't believe that people can be so polite to your face but secretly think so little of you and verbalize it to everyone else. It makes me absolutely nauseous that there's people out there who are that weak and pitiful.
Honestly, I wanted to drive to your place of business, jump over the counter, and beat your spineless body to a pulp. Maybe choke you out with your stupid green apron.
Honestly, I could easily take you down, and get in a fair amount of blows before anyone was able to pry me off of you.
Honestly, I've been itching to punch somebody in the throat for probably 6 months, and you just gave me the perfect excuse.
But honestly, I'm better than that. (better than you)
Instead I wrote you a short email, I didn't swear, and I kept my composure. I eagerly await your pitiful response. (also! I hope you read this Sarah!)
I act like I need all this free time
time alone, to finally get things accomplished
but it's when I'm completely alone that I get depressed
I shouldn't be allowed to sit in a room and quietly think
it's bad for you.
bahahaha i don't know why I sound so pessimistic in this thing all the time
I love my life.
Adam and I are currently in phase one of building the best ginger-bread house of all time. I baked all the pieces today and he mostly put them together... and tomorrow we will decorate.
So Adam's car got broken into...
I feel equally shafted seeing as I probably use his car more than he does.
material items are replaceable
SO WITH THAT SAID I REALIZE I ACTUALLY DON'T WANT FRIENDS! :D
because whenever I make plans with people, I cancel them that day, even if I got ready to go out with them.
and find myself completely content with sitting at home, enjoying myself more than if I was with them.
I'm not sure if I should feel pathetic or ecstatic. Friends are over-rated.
what is NOT over-rated is neopets. my new best friend is Auguhstus, my Meerca.